Insanity of Sorrow - Conditional Love Lyrics

Cause of you I'm losing my mind
I'm trying to let you behind
Every time you're leaving me blind
You'll bring back my raging needs
Leave me alone with the devil's deeds
Trying to escape from the f*cking disease
Distorted illusions, a race in my heart
A symphony of chaos tearing me apart
I crave the poison that consumes my veins
Tears of blood start washing off my pain
Dear flowers blooming into my heart
I love the way you're tearing me apart
I can feel the bees stinging my arms
Only one more won't do me no harm
In this chemical romance, I make amends
I'll take you on my ride until the end
Give me more
Everything starts in my head
Then it follows me to the bed
You won't stop until I'm dead (Get the f*ck off my life)
I'm trying to be brave
For too long I've been your slave
You'll lead me to the grave (Leave me the f*ck alone)
I'm sitting on the edge, I see the darkness rise
That little kid inside of me wanting to cry
But still, the story wants to repeat itself
Time to grab on what's left on the shelf
Dear flowers blooming into my heart
I love the way you're tearing me apart
I can feel the bees stinging my arms
Only one more won't do me no harm
In this chemical romance, I make amends
I'll take you on my ride until the end
More
Can't kill me
Can't save me
Can't break me down
Overdose
Brings me close
Closer to you
It's just us
Drives me nuts
Losing control
Don't hurt me
Don't use me
Just let me die
Dear flowers blooming into my heart
I love the way you're tearing me apart
I can feel the bees stinging my arms
Only one more won't do me no harm
In this chemical romance, I make amends
I'll take you on my ride until the end