Ibaminuos - EARLY MORNING Lyrics

Don't know how to deal with life
When I feeling low
But I learn to recover from a heartbreak
Heart break will make my mind change
So I kept do the same thing to myself
Inhale exhale till the smoke turn to the fog
Cover up that time-bomb in my head
Burnings lungs with a teardrop

So wished(ed) I could have some friends When I need it
They can recuse me when I'm crying
You know we can't keep on relying
Yehyehyeh
Turn off my cellphone
When I need a call from my parents
It's hard to explain all the reasons
It's okay
They don't need to know

I often making fun of myself
With a horrible sad face under my smile
To get some attention yeh yeh I got no Redemption yeh yeh
I'm just a human with a cold heart and
Some alcoholic problems
I go to the bar on my 21st birthday
Early morning in my worst day

I got so high on my life yeh
When I'm feeling low in my mind yeh
Sometimes I felt like Im so dead inside
But I don't wanna die young
Get me out get me out
Father mother
I don't know how to make you
Feel of me
Please don't just lie to me

So wished(ed) I could have some friends When I need it
They can recuse me when I'm crying
You know we can't keep on relying
Yehyehyeh
Turn off my cellphone
When I need a call from my parents
It's hard to explain all the reasons
It's okay
They don't need to know

I often making fun of myself
With a horrible sad face under my smile
To get some attention yeh yeh I got no Redemption yeh yeh
I'm just a human with a cold heart and
Some alcoholic problems
I go to the bar on my 21st birthday
Early morning in my worst day

I cried so hard during late night
I can't wake up with the day light
I might end up wanna to die
But I won't
Till I got the right time
Right time