Fresh Start Video (MV)

I can't stop thinkin' bout those nights
That we were up late and there were no fights
We just sat and talked and it felt so right
But I can't keep drinkin' when I think about you
I can't keep cryin' just cause I'm without you
I don't know what to do now that I'm without you
I turn on my favorite records
But then I see us together
We were birds of a feather
But now it's just colder weather
So if you're thinkin' bout coming back right now
Then you best believe I'll let you back in this house
I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it
I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction
Drank you away so I get down to business
And I'll be sober until your memory visits
Now that we're here I don't know what to say
But I wanna ask why you walked away
I should've known that this would happen right from the start
Damn, I hate this feeling
I need a fresh start
Every night was a fight
I drank away our lives
I tried to fix it up but I ran out of time
I guess that's what I get for all this overthinking
Don't gotta say what it's become because it's what you're thinking
You're getting what you wanted, a different kind of person
A man that isn't sleeping right next to the bourbon
Seeing your smile, well it doesn't stop the hurtin
I'll be completely honest, this part is more important cause
I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it
I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction
Drank you away so I get down to business
And I'll be sober until your memory visits
Now that we're here I don't know what to say
But I wanna ask why you walked away
I should've known that this would happen right from the start
Damn, I hate this feeling
I need a fresh start
I need a fresh start but it's not even beginning
I don't understand, I wanna start the healing
Everything is pointing towards me being the villain
Can't put the bottle down but it gives a good feeling that
I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it
I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction
Drank you away so I get down to business
And I'll be sober until your memory visits
Now that we're here I don't know what to say
But I wanna ask why you walked away
I should've known that this would happen right from the start
Damn, I hate this feeling
I need a fresh start