iAmDeezy - Derron's Story Lyrics

I can't really tell you where I could've been
I could've been sitting in a jail pin
Or could've been laying on my deathbed
Gotta Thank God for the blessings
And lessons
Sometimes I don't see why I could be chosen
Then again, I know I came out from nothing
I'm just trynna put something together puzzling
I just wanted something better than my mother did
Instead of hood rich and having me a bad bitch
Down the line I hope my kids don't have to ask for shit
Cuz later when I'm gone, I hope I made em rich
And that's some real shit
And that's some real shit
And that's some real shit
A gotta million things running cross my mind
I'm trynna move all this weight like a exercise
I'm just trynna make it cross the finish line
In only 1st place
2nd is the first waste
Lord I hope to live to get a good taste
I doubted you more than once cuz I lost faith
Or didn't touch base
Bet you kept me straight anyways, on my good days and my bad days
Imma nut case
I can admit that
Them down times you humbled me
I saw that
And this is real rap
No time for extra chit chat
Where I'm from it's pitch black, with little ways to detach
I spazz on every last track
You'd think might've relapsed
Nahh, I'm just in a space where I just run laps