Eyelashes! - The Illusion of Decadence Lyrics

Take my clothes off; put my palm on your skin
Shake it off. Each loss is a win because each tear
That falls into my mouth is a medal for death during life
I wanna die. I wanna live but not if I have to forgive
Myself for something I didn't do to you which is me

Maybe I made it. Maybe I discovered it. It don't matter
It still feels real good. Maybe I kiss it. Maybe I become a womb
The womb. I feel a sonic boom
I wanna die with a kiss on my lips, some stock in my 'pock
And my girl at the hips. I am a laugh, a joke that no one gets
The highest of bets, a desert that wets

I wanna die
You're gonna die
We're gonna die
The big ole' man up in the sky. He said, "why oh why"
He took a big ole' piece a' pie and then he started to cry
He let out a great big sigh