Everett Reynolds - freedom finally. Lyrics

I didn't know all the ways that it made me feel
I tried to change myself to make them think that it wasn't real
But, when the thought comes of what's right and what's wrong
And it has me caught up of which lines that I crossed
It's all done, and no one knows how many times I think of then
All day, every day it's not so easy to forget
Oh and I don't even know now who to trust or who to let go
How much I hesitate when bringing somebody close
I feel so ruined, I'm not myself
I just wanna be somewhere else
But I just keep moving
One day I'll finally find my place
Meet some amazing people
Who feel no mistake
No more crazy worries
Dreams finally coming out
Life is only better freedom is finally out
Move on like the breeze
Get stung like a bee
Growing up is the only thing that feels exciting
Just for me
Truth is things go up
Just to go right down
Need a lighting strike to zap me out of town
The terror beds have me stuck
I wanna leave
Laying in them makes me think of everything that hurts me
Back then I Couldn't care less
New day
Couldn't care less
Just want my strings attached to make my life feel not a mess
I feel so ruined, I'm not myself
I just wanna be somewhere else
But I just keep moving
One day I'll finally find my place
Meet some amazing people
Who feel no mistake
No more crazy worries
Dreams finally coming out
Life is only better freedom is finally out
I know there's no other way
Just to move on
Just to roll with the tide
Just to be gone
Freedom
Is what
I'm really trying to see
One day I'll finally find my place
Meet some amazing people
Who feel no mistake
No more crazy worries
Dreams finally coming out
Life is only better freedom is finally out