Cast me to the side
Teach me how to lie
Spit on my love
Tell me I'm not good enough
Pass your guilt
Pass your failure
Pass your hurt
Blame me for everything
You aided in this
You killed him
You controlled the narrative
Tell yourself you were guiding him
Now it's my pain to hold
A family never whole
Profit for a life
Was it worth the sacrifice?
He was the good son
Now I'm just a f*cked up one
Now you're left with no one
You buried your son
You taught me nothing but hate
Judging everyone you meet
On a bed of thorns, growing horns
I can't look at you anymore
Justify the lie
Justify the loss of life
At least I gave you a goodbye
Disappointed
Unloving
Conditioned by a narcissistic upbringing
Fighting off instincts
Doomed from the start
How did I even get out alive?
I blame you for everything
We will never get past this
I remain absent