Eternal Xæxii - Through The Xæxicrisis! Lyrics

You're better than me gotta do it But I can't do it cause I'm ruined
Stir the pot because it's brewing Now I got her calling my phone saying "I don't think that I can do it"
But you gotta move on I'm sorry it gotta end like this
But I gotta fight the Xæxicrisis I don't know if I really like this
I don't trust her i think she spiked this
I don't know if I can use my fist
But she's the cause of this
Now I gotta fight myself Looking at the needle in my neck
Now I'm ruining my health Yeah, You never had to lose your heart
Worst pain I ever felt
Rather take a pill, put it on my tongue
Yeah, Then watch the shit melt
How is it a 3v1
And we screaming out for help She's just that powerful
She's my master She control us
I don't know how to break the hold off of us
She was always the one that I couldn't trust
She was the big bang of the Xæxicrisis
I know she's mad at me So I'm gonna go out and kill her whole reality
I can't risk it i think she's gonna get back at me
So we gotta come up with a strategy So I gotta unleash all my personalities
Yeah, when I say that I know the whole world is gonna laugh at me
But it's okay because I know that they'll adapt to me
And they're gonna call me one day
To come save them from all the tragedies
I don't know if I'm X-man or Kill Xæxii
All I know is that they're all just a part of me
Sorry if I seem so different yeah just pardon me
And I don't know why the future seems so far to me
I want them to leave with me
But I that is a dream
This world is not what it seem
It's filled with junkies and strung out feins
Sorry to admit that I'm one of them
If they shoot at you i'll step in front of them
They will never know where they're coming from