Errxtik - Overwhelmed Lyrics

I dont wanna go to work
I just wanna go to sleep
Cause everytime im not at home
I get filled with anxiety
I thought that it was bad before
But im lower mentally
Couldnt tell you what is going on
But life is overwhelming me

Broken emotion
Mental floating
Im a disaster
Heart is dulling
Im not the same as I used to be but
I dont remember if I need
All these faded memories
Feelings that I shouldnt keep
In a cell, cant find the keys
So defeated, lost at sea
Talk to myself
Yea I know ive been distant
Fighting the demons
Ive been on a mission
Work through the pain
Is it right, did I get it?
Dont want love
Taking time, I dont miss it
No, I just wanna fix my soul
Cause it all hurts, and its getting old
Hard knock life and im still so young
Working on me, and you think its dumb
But you can call it what you want
You can call it what you want
You can call it what you want

I dont wanna go to work
I just wanna go to sleep
Cause everytime im not at home
I get filled with anxiety
I thought that it was bad before
But im lower mentally
Couldnt tell you what is going on
Cause life is overwhelming me

Im straight outta luck
Ive been down in a rut
Barely anybody knows
Yea im keeping it tucked
Ive been holding on tight
Gotta stick to my gut
Never telling a soul
Keeping my lips shut
Cause its not worth it
They dont wanna know
Telling anybody never fixed my soul
Harder when im used to fighting this
On my own
Dont like people, and id rather be alone
But I hate feeling lonely, it gets so cold
If I cant fix this, do you think ill grow
Ive been buildin up sins, and I will atone
But right now im messed up
So that stuffs on hold
Cause God did me dirty
No control
Changed my life
And he made me fold
Quit this game, in rage I know
But I cant take more of this weight
Im broke so

Call it what you want
Call it what you want
You can say im being childish
You dont know what is going on
Its way too toxic for my mental
Now I deal with the withdrawals
I put myself before the others
For my health and now its wrong?
No, I dont believe that
Because im a man
I shouldnt be happy
Im choosing myself
They dont worry about me
And they dont see that
It's not their agenda
Ill never get better
Ill spill it in music
And battle forever
I wanna be happy
But im sprialing again
But im sprialing again
Yea im spiraling again

I dont wanna go to work
I just wanna go to sleep
Cause everytime im not at home
I get filled with anxiety
I thought that it was bad before
But im lower mentally
Couldnt tell you what is going on
But life is overwhelming me