Erin Lauve - Loner's Poem Lyrics

I've reached my milestone, legs are weak
I humble all words I can't speak
How dare road be this long?
I have always been a martyr
Been apprentice, not a mother
What if it's my final song?
There is a stalker craving for
Some new stories of my life
I need some new way to hide
What I've been through, what I've seen
Never had my conscience clear
Somehow I know there will be light
It's my loner's poem
I'm a loner
It's my loner's poem
I'm alone
I can't assemble all my parts
I can't resemble all my scars
One day unnoticed I will leave
I think I'm bad as bride and wife
I'd look good in my wedding gown
Inside the coldest grave
I had my purple aura first
You stained me red, put into dirt
Don't you dare discard me again
There was a nomad in my head
There was a rapist in my bed
Got old so young, I'm stuck in my fifteen
Nobody weren't you before
Just body used, the soul has died
I only want to live a happy life
It's my loner's poem
I'm a loner
It's my loner's poem
I'm alone
I've reached my milestone, legs are weak
I humble all words I can't speak
How dare this road be this long
The loner's poem that I wrote
Is no cry for help, just a note
Nothing's wrong, I'll stay strong