Only time will tell
If you check i'm alive and well
I still can't believe how hard i fell
In love with ya
I just wanna see your face once more
I don't wanna love, what for
I'm so different than i was before
Cause, every feeling i tried to ignore
Came right back, kicked through the door
If we on the same side, why we go to war
If we on the same side, why we keeping score
Every single broken piece left on the floor
Was another part of me left to restore
So now when it comes to love, i refuse
And work is my excuse
It's been a long damn time
And i still can't get you out my mind
Yeah
I still can't get you out my mind, can i
Just see you one more time, and then
We could slow things down, let's both decide
Maybe we're not better off as friends
Or maybe we are
We could shine bright like both of us stars
I don't wanna spend another night alone at the bar
I'm so selfish when it comes to you
Yeah
I'm so selfish when it comes to you
I been around the world, i wish you knew, that
F*ck it all, you my favorite view
I'm sure we both have grew
A long conversation that's overdue
But i can't bring myself to reach out to you
Cause, i don't check and maybe you got a man
It's f*cked up, i kinda hope that you do
Then maybe i could really let go
Instead i'm surviving on hope, so
Way back they would send a love letter
I'm sending you this song, not to try to make it better
But to tell you that i miss you and it hasn't gone away
Can't pretend to be different in that kind of way
Let me explain, i can see where i was wrong
I was weak, i was selfish, for you i wasn't strong
Through the pain and heartache, it made my heart straight
I don't want another 808's and heartbreak
That's a big mistake
And for now it's too late
It's been a long damn time
And i still can't get you out my mind