Emily Russell - Black Notes Lyrics

It's about a fall rain
And summers wasted
Too many thoughts to count and I
Still don't know what got me here
I'm dreaming about tomorrow
But I'm only dreaming
It's the past that holds me back and i
Don't think that I'll ever get there
I'm just trying to get by
And make things happen
I've had writer's block for months and now
All my dreams fade away
Remembering the good times
When I could kiss the clouds
Love was on my shoulders,
But look at where it's gotten me today
Look me in the eye now
And tell me you're brave
But this time you're alone so no
Confidence sweeps over you
Please let me go numb now
But only for a while
And bury all my confidence
So I can live the winter under ground
From all that we've been through
I'm done I'm done
And all that you can say
Is okay, is okay