Emerson Hill - DEAD END Lyrics

We don't have a future
Cause we met at a dead end
And when I introduce her
I say she's my girlfriend
And when she talks about me
She calls me her good friend
And she's only half lying when she says it
You're a f*cking loser
I'm sure that she meant it
Maybe its the truth but
I'm good at pretending
And that's just what got me here
Cycles never ending
And I'm save and sound as long as I suppress it
People give advice but
I don't really listen
I don't see my friends much
I don't even miss them
Guess I'm good for nothing
There's no point in living
And I'm only half lying when i say it
I made a mistake
No I made bad decisions
And I apologized but I wont be forgiven
I need faith in something
I need a religion
But I'll probably end up lying while I'm prayin'