So I'm still here
I'm still
Still searching for a place to rest
My hand and my heart lay
Heavy on my chest
Am I already dead
Under six feet of dirt
Torn apart rip to shreds
Heads spinning anxieties seething
Memories teasing I can't forget you
It chills me the bone knowing that we'll grow old
Hold me close I'm so cold I just want to feel your soul
I feel so ashamed
When can I break away from this plague
It's tearing my life away
I just want to lay down and drift away
I just want a place I can melt into
Can I melt into you
As the waves crash within I hold on to
I've held onto you
As the clock ticks again I waste away
I'm wasting away
When I think of you the guilt kicks in
I'm cut in two