And the guilt has its way with me
Frozen in time
Light as a feather been moving in line
Can't do no subordinate, feel like an ornament
Hanging-around-no-more, next year I'm more fortunate
The darkest of nights, the cloudiest days
Can't see them clearer, I needed sun rays
I needed more time
I wasted yours
Glass is half full I've been drinking hers
Im feeling sad inside
The guilt has its way with me
Never a thought that these days
I could get back to me
Thinking irrationally (yeah)
Note to myself not to make mistakes twice
Note to myself not to take my advice
Truth only hurts when you knew you were right
Pain amplifies when you sleeping at night
Alone in my head
Lethal injection feels better instead
Not my intention, I made you mislead
Honesty told me to say what said
I did what I did
Better right now, than if when had kids
I couldn't fathom
Playing these girls just like niggas play madden
Again
Not my intentions to happen, shit happens
(Not my intentions to happen, shit happens)
And the guilt has its way with me
Frozen in time
Light as a feather been moving in line
Can't do no subordinate, feel like an ornament
Hanging-around-no-more, next year I'm more fortunate
The darkest of nights, the cloudiest days
Can't see them clearer, I needed sun rays
I needed more time
I wasted yours
Glass is half full I've been drinking hers
Drink from the bottle, the fruits are more plenty
A butterfly told me that change wasn't ready
Couldn't man up, it run deeper than chevy
I wanna act right but my conscious is petty
Downplay emotions led right to end
Told myself handle it, we can be friends
Said it should end, and then never again
I lie to myself to feel better again
Orbit get older I'm feeling more nauseas
I know I did wrong, let me handle my losses
Potion on deck that'll take all the pain
Anger sustains, shackled up like chains
Damn
Opened up so easy
Couldn't for you tho not that deeply
And the guilt has its way with me
Frozen in time
Light as a feather been moving in line
Can't do no subordinate, feel like an ornament
Hanging-around-no-more, next year I'm more fortunate
The darkest of nights, the cloudiest days
Can't see them clearer, I needed sun rays
I needed more time
I wasted yours
Glass is half full I've been drinking hers