Cuddle Puddle - NOT SO BAD Lyrics

Berate me
Make me feel just like a fool
Emasculate me
To all my friends at the pool

And I'm hustling
Tryin my hardest not to get caught
And I'm bustin'
Cause everyone cums a little Harder when they're in love than when they're not

And I'm sipping on a case of white claws w/ lime green ribbons
Two weeks down the line and I'm fine cause you deserved it
Every line of contact, you know that I burned it
I caught you red-f*cking-handed
I don't need your lovin' cause the #soupgang has landed
On the surface with a purpose like the chosen
Solid food is f*cking trash unless it's frozen

I'm coming around and I'm finding out
Time alone is not so bad
I'm lost and found, I feel like myself again
Time alone is not so bad
It's not so bad

And I'm wasted on any given afternoon
And I'm faced with a choice or two to be choosing soon
What's it laced with?
These modern drugs are hard to trust
I tasted a taste of love that turned to rust

I'm cold as ice, tryina get it in while the gettin gets nice
My sister says I'm acting more like my father,
And I'm pretending what she says doesn't bother me
And Daniel gonna go and lay some floors
And I'll continue f*cking blowing off my chores
Til four AM, in my pit of a room
I'd be full of f*cking shit if I said I didn't miss you

But then I jerk off
And I don't
Anymore

I'm coming around and I'm finding out
Time alone is not so bad
I'm lost and found, I feel like myself again
Time alone is not so bad
It's not so bad