I'll never let you look inside
Look inside of my safeline
I'll never never stop to fight
Fight against my anxieties alive
And eat like I eat french fries
I put that deep inside
I put that deep inside
Look at my memories
They burn so I can glow
Put faith in my family
They'd never let me go
Don't f*ck with my enemies
I hide 'em they keep growing
I'm stucked in my fantasy
No light is coming through
(I'm jaded and hate it's frustrating)
(I'm begging on my knees)
Could never never sleep at night
I've got returning nightmares
I'm scared turn on the lights
I slowly think life ain't fair
I'm trapped inside my mind
Nobody helps me out here
I'm never sleeping tight
I never sleep at night
Enjoying that comfort
As a high of postponement
I'm looking for something
What's not worth it fight again
Desiring something my body seems to need
The devil is pumpin'
(I'm begging on my knees)
I know I'm alive I just don't feel right while I'm living here
(I'm begging on my knees)
They stay on my side and I know that they will be again
I'm buried in my safeline
"Stratty what you're searching for?"
I'm sorry I can't tell you that
I'd either be ignored
ADHD ignoring that
Go tell 'em what you want
I never thought you tell you rat
I'm sorry I'm just bored
I f*ck that in that chorus
Enjoying that comfort
As a high of postponement
I'm looking for something
What's not worth it fight again
Desiring something my body seems to need
The devil is pumpin'
(I'm begging on my knees)
I know I'm alive I just don't feel right while I'm living here
(I'm begging on my knees)
They stay on my side and I know that they will be again
I know I'm alive I just don't feel right while I'm living here
(I'm begging on my knees)
They stay on my side and I know that they will be again
I'm begging on my knees
I know I'm alive I just don't feel right while I'm living here
They stay on my side and I know that they will be again
I know I'm alive, I know I'm alive
They'll stay on my side, they stay on my side
I'm buried in my safeline