Creepzz - My Pain Lyrics

You see me now you see the man that I become,
Like 7 years ago darg I didn't have a drum,
I was sleeping on the streets robbing for my funds,
Running upin yards I can admit it I was scum,
I was dumb I was young,
I was living as a thug,
I smoked aabit of weed done a little puff,
Never touched smack or crack coz I weren't in it for the drugs,
I was in it for the money I was in it for the love,
But no one ever show me nothing I was stressing on the regs,
Feeling mad depressed with a question in my head,
I felt to take my life away, would you miss me if I was dead ?,
Nah you wouldn't miss me if I died,
Would you visit my grave,
Would you visit me in paradise,
Im mentally distressed and my brain is feeling Paralysed,
My temperature has dropped heart is colder than a Fahrenheit,
F*ck it I keep on climbing up the ladder why ?
Coz there's more to this life than just letting loose,
Tryna grab a grip of this world so I can make it through,
Passionate for music if you make it I can make it to,
Cll it takes is dedication yeah I'm gonna make it through,
Im gonna make it to the top you gonna see me shine,
Over riding obsticles but mum your gonna see me shine,
Your gonna see me rise and I can put it on the death of me,
Still tryna find my way I'm searching for my destiny,
Whats it meant to be I'm feeling proper vexed,
The government can send us prison leave us all with nothing left,
Cppart from stress a f*cking toilet and a pissy bed,
How can you proclaim I got my freedom but there's nothing left,
Looking through these bars steel I expect nothing less,
They torture us in a legal way until the f*cking death,
They took 7 years of my life I had nothing left,
They put on a section locked me up in hospital,
Medication everyday climbing comming obsticles,
Citalopram olanzapine my journey feels impossible,
Coz everyday I'm thinking more about release dates,
My minds in a dark place my heads in a deep state,
Will I die will I catch another police case,
Because I'm on the system and the prison know my street ways,
Because the prison know my street ways,
Because I'm on the system and the prison know my street ways,
Will I die will I catch another case and stress,
Living everyday depressed mummy on the move again,
Every year she change address mummy keeps on moving round,
Like nearly every winter mummy's moving house,
She moves around coz she cant handle this life darg,
Ive put her through the pressure and pain inside this life drag,
Cnd I'm sorry about them times ma,
Yeah,
Im sorry about them times ma,
But I'm still looking in the mirror conversating with the second me,
Thinking what is best for me,
Thinking that its best to leave,
I feel to pack my bags and move,
Ive got absolutely nothing I cant stand to lose,
I pack my bags I'm walking down the stairs,
Stepping through the door and porch,
I see a letter just a hearing from the court of law,
Cnother hearing from the courts,
But f*ck it,

You no everyday I've been stressing,
Struggling for 7 years straight,
In and out of prison my whole life,
Its about time I make some changes ,
So I had lay some pain down on this one,

Shout hella smoke,
Choppy da don,
Steph spanks,
Wave gang,
Ncs,
Reality rap,

Yeah realness,