May 22 Video (MV)

Well hey there stranger
Little trouble maker
Sarah Elena
My favorite soul in the matrix
And the shade of yellow that takes me straight back home now
You know i hate it
Ohwoah I hate it
You know I hate it
Cuz i ran away so many times and I still cant escape something i know now
And Its been forever since we even said hello now
But I hope that u aint changed a single thing about the way that you glow wow
Cuz It takes me home
Like mackall road
That secret place that we used to go
I was just speeding thru wasted time
And you were racing to take it slow
And I forgave myself because I just aint know how to hold onto something good
I look back now and I realize there so much I misunderstood
And I forgave myself cuz i aint calibrate my SCALE before I WEIGHED all my painful deciscions
Like the way i took a MATCH made in HEAVEN
From an ANGEL that I cherished and i used it just to BURN DOWN my BRIDGES
And from On the other side of the fence, in that ditch when I'm not your interest,
I ball til I fall asleep but I'm still glad I got to witness
Im proud of my optimism its Got me through lots of shit
I done shot me alotta shots the majority probably missed
God knows I dropped the ball a whole lotta times
The most obvious time was us
But I just love to go push the button that clearly says do not touch
Man what the f
Yeah I messed up
Cuz I Just keep on losing all your trust
Until I finally lost you huh
And it sucks
I guess it was all too much
And I cant even blame you
Because im great at pushing away all the ppl that I need the most
I guess thats why the only time I see you is in a dream now,
I just wanna fall asleep now to see your ghost
And It hurts my soul knowing that you always gave the most,
Just for me to throw you back the worst of me
It wasn't on purpose
I just didnt know what I was doing unfortunately
The thing is, I just met you way before I met maturity
But from the very first time I saw that girl
Yeah I knew I adored
Adoored
Lord I was trying to Knock it
Girl I would run into that fire for you
And I would walk a thousand miles , then turn around and walk a thousand more
Whatever that is I aint felt it since & not no time before
And our story was picture perfect atleast before all of the misery
Homecoming 2005 The first time you broke down and finally kissed me
And that felt like just you and I got to witness the world quit turning
It started up with that slow dance long before it started burning in the room
Its like im Sitting on the stoop with that thang cocked Mama
Cupid keep on shooting me right in the same spot mama
Gotta me falling for the cutest thing I ever seen before
And I would walk out on the tracks and make a train stop for her
Still today i would
And my shadow days are over yeah but you were still the sun
And I could have a hundred of em, without you it feels like none
I guess what Im really trying to say to you is um
F*ck it just let it run