Splinters in my fingertips
First grader, running from girls
Gettin' them school yard pink slips
It was bullshit, that kid punched me so I took a
Swing and I barely hit him, the teachers pissed
Teachers pet? More like a giant mess
But I aced my tests. My grades didn't reflect
The brain that my parents blessed
I hated homework, cause no work
Was when I felt the mostest
Most of my problems arose because of my damn neurosis
Dealing with boat loads of emotion in a turbulent ocean
Some of you don't know, but I don't know how deal with the old shit
I wrote some lyrics about the voices but now I know 'em
I own my demons but still I rarely speak of my omens
I Soulja on like a boy who's laughin' with smiley faces
Lol with the church choir, chillin' with Mason's
Breaking down every door that I think I can't afford
Cause I'm the reason my work ethic's been hella poor
I need a second to breathe
I need a second to breathe
I don't do it enough
Stretching out every chord inside of my vocal box
I'm getting sick but these songs are needed, I'm on the rocks
I lost some weight 'cause the paranoia's been takin' off
Started the journey off strong, now I'm holding a cross
And I'm older than y'all
Too cool to play ball
Break convention
Get all the people droppin they jaws, I'm awesome, ugh
Make some money dream of buying a couple cars
The first thing I'm doing is buying dental insurance
Then I'll deal with my health insurance
Then I'll deal with my health
Nothings wrong but I wake up wondering if I'm well
Scratch the grey off a couple tickets
Hoping to win the millions
So I can buy my parents the house I promised 'em
Demon in love
Takin a trip in the seat of my car
Takin a sip from the cigar I brought
Get on my level keep hitting the blunt
Smoke for a day, get high for a month
Tellin my story so show me the love
Takin a breath, don't do it enough
Ain't doin the crime, but wearin the glove
Missing the days of cinnamon rolls and cold brew
Chillin at Whole Foods
Baristas know you
Still dealing with old news
Cause old views
They start to change
When someone shows you that your ways
Ain't the proper way to behave
Don't blame the weed, it's you
I need a second to breathe
I need a second to breathe
I don't do it enough...