Cjstory - Hey Momma Lyrics

Uh uh uh
Hey momma ain't it crazy how much you kids have grown
Everything you shown
How to do it all alone
Look at me now
You the real trooper
Daddy made you walk through hell
Guess who got out alive
Look I got your eyes
See my headlights in the drive But there once was a time
Would sit out there and cry
Till you told me it'd be alright Though he didn't treat you right
Late at night on the porch
Sound of nature
Dont ya worry child
Don't ya worry child
It'll be alright
Heart break is a part of life
One day you'll have to see for yourself
It'll hurt but you'll survive
That's the only way to realize Family the only thing that truely sticks
They always forgive
Even for the stupid shit
I know you're only 10
But your daddy gotta go
One day you'll understand
Too young to be asking if he's going to hell
Its insane that was about 11 years ago
Still he hasn't changed
And momma you know
Ain't gonna live forever
But there's a man waiting
Hand extended at the alter

Probably the coldest day of December
When Grandpa took an eternal slumber
Couldn't wake him
No you couldn't wake him
Screaming and crying devastated
You needed a parent
So I stepped in
Held your hand
Momma momma please don't cry
He'll be alright in the afterlife
It's a beautiful disaster
He will be happier
But we lost something so pure
It would be selfish to hold his sprit back
From exploration of his every desire
Walking through fire and slaying dragons
Just a fraction of his new perception

Life has been tragic
But what makes it better
Is when you go through it together
Brings us closer
Magic yes I know
Everybody gotta get old
One day your knees
Will no longer be able to withhold
But if you choose not to go cold
An angel may swoop your soul And sore high above the clouds
There's a deference between religious and spiritual
Yes there's an energetic connection
But it runs deeper than we could imagine in one life span!
So think twice before following profits!
They just wanna drain your wallets

Momma, remember back when I was young
I asked if my reflection in your eyes was love
Damn what have I become since then
So negative
Corrupted by Kevin? Perhaps... Oops sorry dad
Didn't mean to disrespect
But that's how you raised me
All the times I've talked back and the attitude I've given recently
Got mom thinking there is something really wrong with me
And I'm feeling guilty for abandoning what she parented in me
The ship is empty and sinking
What a catastrophe

Yeah for real what a catastrophe
There must be a way to reverse this monstrosity
I pray not enough melatonin to help me sleep
Brain keeps rewinding past mistakes
Hooked up with hatred and positivity saw it happen
So she left me like it was nothing
So sitting here I'm struggling Still shuffling In every direction
Dedicated definition of motivation
Meditating too complicated Done throwing these interceptions
Speed running into the end zone
Only to fumble
Now at the bottom of a dog pile

Hey momma
Kinda crazy but I just had another dream
You see negativity was crashing down on me yet again
But this time got out of bed
So I could go out and do something different pursuing music
Maybe one day I can pay your rent
Because you definitely deserve it
Hate that you're still working
At this rate will never enjoy retirement
Can care less about the cost
Would love to do it independently
But it's hard to do things patiently when you need it almost instantaneously
Pretending I don't see
All the people telling me I have no chance in this industry
But who's uploading onto spotify
Waist of money?
We'll see
Don't even call me unless you family and it's an emergency
Gotta make this dream become a reality
Even if it means, sacrificing a little sleep
Relentlessly working to become something more
Than those in the musical morgue!
Raising up a storm by breaking the norm!
Pealing another orange
Now what's within storage
Music is like marriage
All that matters is what you inherit