Wish I coulda felt a little better
Wish I woulda played it cool
Well it was not my intention
To wish away my time with you
Wish I coulda just been happy
Fall apart, can't contain
I feel about as good as nothing
Wish it all felt the same
Can I get just one minute
Can't you leave me alone
Loneliness felt like heaven
But the battle's being alone
Breaking down
Hold me
I'm so lost
Kill me
Thought about all my anger
Never knew it was so loud
Maybe yes, times are changing
But lessons learned, leave me bowed
Did you fear my attention
Like I feared knowing you
Kinda lost what I'm saying
But that's the point of feeling blue
Breaking down
Hold me
I'm so lost
Kill me
Breaking down
Hold me
I'm so lost
Kill me
Wish I found something special
That left me here to be found
But there I go with my hoping
It's better I'm not around