Cindy Zhang - I Lost Me Lyrics

Wish I could kiss you on this new year's eve
But I'll still miss you way past the time to go to sleep
But I'll still wish you a happy 2022
And as I turn off the lights, wish you were with me tonight

I know that I'm not in love with you
But why do I miss you
Been thinking about you all day
Scared you'd forget my name
You got me going so insane

I've gotten used to lovers departing
So I can assume it's only time before you leave
But you've been so good to me
So I guess it's PTSD
Is it insecurity
Am I the one deceiving me

I think I might be in love with you
Maybe I fell way too soon
Been thinking about you all day
Can't wait to see your face
I think I've finally gone insane

Digging for red flags when everything's all right
Wonder where your heart's at
Cause I know that you aren't really mine
But I'll stay and I'll fight
For the time with you tonight
But when you said your goodbyes
I knew that all along I was right

It's a shame I'm in love with you
Cause you gave up on me so soon
Gave you my body, my mind
My heart and all of my time
Ran out of all the things to give you
So I lost me and I lost you