[ Featuring Mic Righteous ]
Tryna find a place I can call my own
These four walls I've outgrown
They say that you should fake it until you make it
But how can you fake a feeling that you've never known
I'm trying to find my way, I'm just tryin' to feel whole
How can I feel alive my minds as vacant as my soul
Reached for euphoria but it was out of my control
I let it slip away 'cause a feeling you can't hold
I tried to overdose but I couldn't seem to die
They said I'd cheated death, I didn't even feel a high
When I woke up in the hospital with nobody beside
Me and all I could think about was committing suicide
Or taking paroxetine so I could just feel somethin
Anything but empty, vacant, nothin
Every sign of life feels like it's been exhaled
Like a collapsed lung that's been severely impaled
I can't continue, By the immaterial I'm opposed
A loss of potential, Like a flower that never rose
I don't wanna die in this place alone
But I can't walk this path that I'm shown
Tryna find a place I can call my own
These four walls I've outgrown
I don't wanna die in this place alone
I can't walk this path that I'm shown
Tryna find a place I can call my own
These four walls I've outgrown
Outgrown the thoughts in my head
Outgrown my family, Outgrown my friends
I've got some home grown growing outside
I've outgrown the cali, I've outgrown the strength
Outgrown the pleadin, Outgrown the begs
Outgrown the bleedin, Outgrown, I've bled
Outgrown depression, I've outgrown the meds
Life went South Pole you know how cold it gets
Buss a dumbbell press, I've outgrown the bench
F*ck sets I'll be repping till there's no reps left
Wether I'm repping my chest or repping for the ends
I'm a legend I'll never quit don't you ever forget
Outgrown the slags, Outgrown the skets
I ain't even going out I've outgrown events
Outgrown the wars, Outgrown the battles
Outgrown giving a f*ck, Outgrown the hassle
I don't wanna die in this place alone
But I can't walk this path that I'm shown
Tryna find a place I can call my own
These four walls I've outgrown
Walls I've outgrown
