Christevie - Need You Lyrics

Huh I know I say the thing every year but I really mean it this time I'm done with it
Last year depression had a hold on me
I cried for help but my friend and family couldn't see
I thank god that I'm still here
See the way that I felt if it was my choice I probably wouldn't be
I was so lost in my feelings well they were busy scream keke
But I was wondering do you really love me
And are you riding for me
It's sad cause on the net all my friends are activists
Talking about the forgotten side of psychology
And how mental health really damages writing paragraphs and petition in Facebook
Cause when you need it nobody's there and that's the sad truth
I shout and scream what more do I need to prove to you that I really needed you
I never asked for perfection all I needed was a-bit of affection
Do I really have to die to get some attention?
I've never been good at speaking my mid and my thoughts
So would you be there for me
Tell me would you love me would you be there when I need You?
Cause I'm always gonna need you I'm always gonna need you