chimera Paul - Powder Lyrics

And today, I decide
I don't wanna do it right
I want to do it for me
And not for what I have to be

And I powder my nose
To flee into the world I know
And I get a highlight
Just to pretend I feel alright
And they say

This is ordinary
Oh, what you say?
We have to accept it
Whatever it takes
We have to change
But I wanna change for me
And not for you
And I think you too

And you decide
That you just want to feel alright
That's right
It's your time to see and to feel
To believe in what you are
Turn around, face the front
Dying is easy, to live is hard
And they say

This is ordinary
Oh, what you are
You are not selfish
When you take your time to move on
We never stay the same
But did you ask yourself sometimes why?
Well I don't mind

And on the last day
Everyone still cries
Like they thought
We'd never have to die
And God then is much more
Than just a word
Cause every other way
Would make us hurt
So we pretend to dance
Into a drunken lullaby
Instead of seeing
What really minds
Hiding as monsters
Just to feel secured
But you'll never see the wonders
That sleep in you

But would you believe me
You're more than you think
Cause we tend to believe in
Some shit someone said
It's easier to receive it
Than to think for yourself
A generation of receivers
In a world where nothing really
Got sent