Chaser - EMBARGO Lyrics

I ain't got much just a whole lotta sorrow
Sometimes I wonder do I wanna see tomorrow
Sometimes I have joy but it's just to borrow
I'm sleepwalking to the grave don't follow
I'll be on my grind till my bank accounts a barcode
Runnin' outta faith and I'm runnin' outta heart tho
Got a heavy weight on my chest I got cargo
I'm done with you shawty time for an embargo
I'm done with you shawty time to get lost
I wanna be the boss but I'm no Rick Ross
You tell me to jump, and I jump, like you Kris Kross
I'm mad at me, mad at you, yeah I'm pissed off
I'm mad at me, mad at you, we should be happy
Should be in my arms, baby, cuddled up, nappin'
But I shouldn't say it out loud, that was sappy
I should be tough, be hard, cause I'm rappin'
I wanna grow, yeah I'm still just a sapling
Reaching for something real yeah I'm grappling
Too many thoughts in my head wonder what's happening
You got me awkward like Mark in The Happening
We could never work but I like to imagine
Heart on my sleeves yeah that shit is poor fashion
I got big dreams will I end up in a mansion
I try to be him is it a worthy pretension
I ain't got much just a whole lotta sorrow
Sometimes I wonder do I wanna see tomorrow
Sometimes I have joy but it's just to borrow
I'm sleepwalking to the grave don't follow
I'll be on my grind till my bank accounts a barcode
Runnin' outta faith and I'm runnin' outta heart tho
Got a heavy weight on my chest I got cargo
I'm done with you shawty time for an embargo