Charlie2k - Put to Rest Lyrics

If you can hear me up there
All I want for Christmas
Reassurance this year
Already saving
For the clothes and shoes
That's on sale
How much I need to pay my way outta hell

Cause they don't love me no more
And I've been fighting so long
Ain't got no fight in me left
My heart gets colder each breathe
They leave me no room to talk
Can't make decisions myself
Feel like I've done everything on this road
But put up myself

But I would rather die with my soul man
Then give it up to someone like you
Because I'm an underdog
But my home aint the underworld

Caught in the matrix
Love lost, Gone for the taking
I talked to my maker
Damn I need why ain't you answer
I leave you this prayer
Please excuse the hatred and angry
I've been so complacent
Please forgive the loss of my temper

I've been losing my mind
Every day and night I'm watching the time
I've been doin drugs, stay with the high
Hard to not meditate up in the sky
Maybe then I might just get the chance
To get that one and one convo instead
That I've been searching for to level my head
Gotta put all my demons to rest

Put all my demons to rest
Put all my demons to rest
Put all my demons to rest
Put all my demons to rest

Rest
Rest
Rest
Fired up like a bulletproof vest
Make sure that theirs no one left
Set it off like a
Tech
Tech
Tech
God is his sh** real
I done seen my friends get killed
16 doing 4+ years
I'm just trying to make Forbes this year

I ain't gonna lie and say I've never walked and knocked up on the devils door
Then something told me run muthaf*cka run
Run muthaf*cka run

Live like a king
Or bow down like a slave
Even demons was angles
Before the were thrown from the gates
Stand in the fire and watch the world turn to flames
I hope I get to fly away
Hope I get to fly

Hope I get fly away

If you can hear me up there
All I want for Christmas
Reassurance this year
Already saving
For the clothes and shoes
That's on sale
How much I need to pay my way outta hell

Cause I would rather die with my soul man
Then give it up to someone like you
Cause I'm an underdog
But my home ain't the underworld