chamerion - take the advantage Lyrics

Its pulsing
The life I keep losing
Boiling down my bone until there's only calcium left
It's frail
The hand you latch onto
Disingenuous like a promise I know I cannot keep
But you're still demanding

Should I be good like you
Should I give things a go like I had
Given to boys
I thought I loved a chance
How low will you sink until
How will you explain to your friends when
I backpedal again
How does that work to your advantage

Its pulsing
This house that keeps crumbling
And you keep trying to fix it as if it will stay alive
How do you still push
That boulder that you know would
Tumble down and injure you and keep you within this hell
Do you get off by hurting yourself

Oh to be good like you
Oh to give things a go like I had
Given to boys
I thought I loved a chance
How low do I sink until
How cold of lake do I dive in
Before I lose movement
How does that work to your advantage

Everyone's falling apart
And you are not the exception
How is your faith justified
Even when it begs the question
Do you care to be careful did you bare to be burned
Do you check the description before you take the cure
Do you read all the warnings or do you go all in
Do you worship the willful ignorance
Claiming the rights to your innocence
Does it work to your advantage

Take the advantage
Since you seem to have it
Right in your hand baby
Tighten your grasp
Take the advantage
Since you seem to have it
I had the high ground
But you spun it around
Innocent serpent gaze
Now I can't look away
How far will you go when you
Take the advantage