The stench is nauseating
I'm keening, terrified
The pain, excruciating
Face like thalidomide
It liquefies the insides
And I can't close my eyes
The bitter taste of hate
I better disassociate
Help me
There must be something someone else can do
Kill me
Before it infiltrates right into you
Depressing testing the pressure
Suppressing guessing if whether
The meds should make me feel better
I'm pacing facing the ledger
Replacing spaces I'm deader
Could you believe me unfettered
Far down underground
Lost and never found
My heart's erratic and the
Screams I bleat are automatic
Lost, down underground
Beneath the steeple in the earth
You're gagged and bound
Within the Flesh That Hates
I can't withhold aggression
It's pressing, coming through
This lineal obsession
Is too hard to subdue
I can't keep walking
Softly on this thinning line
I need to feed myself
Another mother f*cking lie
Help me
There must be something someone else can do
Kill me
Before it infiltrates right into you
Repressing but it's Progressing
Possessing getting upsetting
I'm shedding regretting
Forgetting, I'm dreading abetting
God
No
Let
Go
Far down underground
Lost and never found
My heart's erratic and the
Screams I bleat are automatic
Lost, down underground
Beneath the steeple in the earth
You're gagged and bound
Within the Flesh That Hates
I can't control it, I'm over it
Hoping I get some closure
Lit back with overexposure
A face of ochre composure
Cloaked in a tenebrous couture
Convince me I'm mediocre
Help me
I know there's nothing anyone can do
Kill me
Before it iterates to something new
I can't withhold aggression
It's pressing, coming through
This lineal obsession
Is too hard to subdue
Far down underground
Lost and never found
My heart's erratic and the
Screams I bleat are automatic
Lost, down underground
Beneath the steeple in the earth
You're gagged and bound
Within the Flesh That Hates
God
No
Let
Go