Told me you were leaving I said ok.
Said you needed somewhere safe.
Lost in time. LAX, suddenly feels quiet.
Said our love was struggling to pass the test.
But I've been fighting the same demons since before we met.
And it's hard, when you're trying to change your stars.
And I've been owning all my shit and showing up for all of it, is that enough?
I hope it's enough.
Cause I've been thinking lately, I've made such a f*cking mess here.
You've seen all of my takes - I swear to God I ain't gon' break.
So maybe there's still honour in that?
So I know that there's some ground now to cover here.
And maybe I will bleed for better things next year.
We ain't perfect, but if you stay, it could all be worth it.
And I've been owning all my shit and showing up for all of it, is that enough?
I hope it's enough.
Cause I've been thinking lately, I've made such a f*cking mess here.
Been trying to right my wrongs, still trying to write your song.
And maybe there is honour in that?
So this is me showing up now, and this is me making good now, and this is me trying to feel, trying to heal, trying to be.
So this is me making up now, this is me in the light now, this is me, this is truth, this is me loving you.
This is me showing up now. This is me showing up now. This is me showing up now. And maybe there's still honour in that?