it all comes down to this Video (MV)

I've been locked up for a good while now
It's like a boring nightmare
Doors are closing, gotta fit it all in
Where do we all go from here?
Cause I'm constantly making the best of it
When I'm constantly facing the worst of it
Every single day I'm getting out of bed just waiting for something to change it's like I'm

Spiraling out of control
One more night to make me whole
It all comes down to this
It all comes down to this

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away

And when the lights go down
Will there be another memory to be made?
Or will the contents of this cup
Proceed to pacify me?
Cause I'm constantly making the best of it
When I'm constantly facing the worst of it
Finally awake now I don't wanna wait
For a month or a week or a day
It's like I'm

Spiraling out of control
One more night to make me whole
It all comes down to this
It all comes down to this

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away

Cause these long nights go by fast
And we just can't get enough of them, no
Chasing a few cheap thrills with the time that we've got left
This shit feels like it's the end but it's only the beginning
Cause I'm

Spiraling out of control
Need someone to take me home
It all comes down to this
It all comes down to this

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away

I'm so sick of all of this
I can't wait to run away
Turn my back on everything
And let it fade away