It's been eight months and I still don't totally understand why everything happened the way it did
The whole time we've been back and forth with eachother
Divorced three months now
It still doesn't feel right
I loved you to the moon and back
I care about you till the end of time
I guess I need to let go so you can too
Sucks
I'm forced to be with someone else when I know you feel the same way about me and you're the only one I think About
The only one I truly want
And now I can't have you
I know you have low self esteem
But you were my everything
I think I was yours too
But now I'll never know
Sometimes you don't make sense
Sometimes you make all the sense in the world
We do shitty things to eachother
Why can't we stop?
I can't sleep
I work myself as hard as I can for as long as I can and I still can't sleep
I toss and turn at night thinking we failed
Why were we so lazy?
If I knew this is how it was gonna end, I would have pushed us harder
I'm sure you would've too