I think I'm out of my mind
If I ever told you that I loved you then I lied
We were not together baby we were killing time
This is not an episode
This is suicide
I'm so out of my mind
Like Evel Knievel
This shit's getting deeper
Drinks keep getting weaker
In my twenties
I'm still dead inside
So I pop another pill make me feel alright
Maybe baby I've gone crazy
I've been so f*cked up here lately
It's okay, no you can't save me
It'd be better if you hate me
Hate me that's okay
Imma do my own thing
So wrong it feels right
That's what they say
Can't change me
You hate me
You blame me
So plainly
I think I'm out of my mind
And I don't ever feel like coming down
In my twenties
I'm still dead inside
So I pop another pill make me feel alright
Maybe baby I've gone crazy
I've been so f*cked up here lately
It's okay, no you can't save me
It'd be better if you hate me
You think I wanted this?
Always disconnected, never feeling shit?
I can't be who you want me to be babe
I'll never see what you want me to see
That's just who I am
Got bigger dreams than me and you
Sold out shows and a top floor view
Call me crazy call me anything you want
I'll let you know how it feels from the top
I think I'm out of my mind
If I ever told you that I loved you then I lied
I think I'm out of my mind
This is not an episode this is suicide
I think I'm out of my mind
Maybe baby I've gone crazy
I've been so f*cked up here lately
It's okay, no you can't save me
It'd be better if you hate me